#I truly got carried away
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spacecrazyy · 11 months ago
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🌟starboy x jjk🌟
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I have truthfully been working on them for a couple of months and definitely think it payed off. It was also my first time drawing Shoko and Nanami! I am so fond of how they all turned out :)
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 11 months ago
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Don't Wormy About Me.
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chrisbangz · 5 months ago
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Happy Bang Chan Day (2024) ♡ insp / template
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shakingparadigm · 10 months ago
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what is the theory that ivan manipulated the event where till and mizi met the wagyein?
It's not a theory, actually! It's confirmed that Ivan orchestrated the whole event. The true reason as to why however is still unknown. The information provides more context to this scene, though:
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During the earlier times of ALNST the most rational explanation for this scene was that Till ran after a flower crown (presumably Mizi's) and Ivan followed him in out of curiosity. Now we know that Ivan was conveniently just standing there because he was waiting.
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Side note, I find it heartbreaking (and maybe a little funny, sorry) that Till most likely didn't notice Ivan in this scene. That's just like him, isn't it. Always too busy running after Mizi while Ivan trails behind, an ever-present shadow.
I'm not sure how Ivan manipulated the circumstances for both of them to end up there, but it is confirmed that everything was intentional. What strikes me most is how they describe this particular scene:
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I can't copy down what they said word-for-word (Patreon info), but they described Ivan watching "creepily" as Till and Mizi are faced with danger. We know that Ivan was familiar with the Cerberus wagyein beforehand, enough to touch its teeth and even to rest himself inside its maw. To Ivan, the wagyein is not dangerous, but to Till and Mizi, it could be. Ivan prepared the wagyein, led them there, and watched "creepily" from afar as Till fell on his knees, seemingly injured.
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The closest I can get to making sense of Ivan's "scheme" is that he wanted to see how other children would react in a dangerous situation. Ivan's always been an observer, after all, and he's learned to survive by copying the more "normal" behaviors of his peers. This situation occured when Ivan was still young and had not yet developed his more charming mask, so perhaps he staged this encounter to study a situational response, to learn and mimic the emotion of fear. And what better subjects for the experiment than two of the most expressive and reactive humans of their batch? It helps that he was already fixated on Till beforehand, too. I think Ivan became irreversibly obssessed after this incident, especially since it's framed as a turning point in Ivan's life, comparing Till to the stars.
This is just my attempt at an interpretation, though. It could very well be for another reason. He most likely chose Till and Mizi specifically for personal reasons, not just for reaction. I'm still not sure on the purpose behind the whole thing.
The team wanted to capture Ivan's "dark emotions" through the shot of his stalking, which could relate to his more sinister intentions. His gaze can be read in a few different ways, though. Curiosity, interest, fear, etc. Maybe that's why they decided to redraw the shot in ROUND 6.
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I think this better sells the feeling they were trying to convey.
#ivan u fucked up little guy.#also okay i just wanna clear this up#i know i make a lot of posts about ivans darker side and his more problematic traits#but this isn't me trying to villainize him or reduce him down to “toxic yaoi”#I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW ALL MY TOXIC YAOI POSTS ARE LIGHTHEARTED.#i just want to clarify that ivan was always intended to be a darker and complicated character. even since his debut in round 3#the way i refer to ivan (“twisted” “creepy” “obssessive” etc) are literally the direct words used by q and v themselves to describe him#but despite that id like to emphasize that i don't see ivan as a villain or a completely bad person. hes complicated#there is no normalcy in this world they are living in. none of the characters know what being truly normal is#this isn't me condoning his actions#but it has to be acknowledged that alnst is fucked up in nature. we can't expect perfect relationships from people who are born to die#plus ivan has a lot more layers past the “dark” parts. he's constantly battling himself and his desires#especially at the end of round 6 where he performs a myriad of conflicting actions (kiss strangle peck smile)#thanks to the r6 production notes we now know that ivan was going through a rapid internal conflict#“sure and unsure at the same time”#there is sooo much to ivan. his low self-esteem. his desire and possessiveness despite knowing till will never love him#his VEHEMENT insistence that till will never love him vs his desperate persistence in trying anyway#uh i need to shut up i think#anyways sorry. just wanted to clarify my thoughts on him in case people think im. yk.#in short. hes a fucked up little freak and he fascinates me. this poor tragic child. i love him.#SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#asks
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wrathofrats · 7 months ago
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aeth humping a pillow right in front of a very bratty phantom and still getting cum all over bug's tummy somehow
whattt who said that
Quint manipulation my beloved.
Warning for manipulation, heavy degradation, heavy use of quintessence, kinda dollification, phantom tries to get aether to fuck him and it goes very wrong
I took this in a strange direction as I always do but you deserve the apology anyways.
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I think phantom is just downright awful when he doesn’t get what he wants.
Asks aether to fuck him, wants to be stretched open, wants to be made stupid for him with that signature sweet lilt to his tone when aethers talking down to him, something he can only get from aether. He’s nice about it too, he knows how to be good. Asks so sweetly with a please and a thank you and a bat of his eyelashes. He’s learned how this game works from rain. A shy voice and a little touching, it’s never failed him. So why should it fail phantom?
“No bug, I’m busy”
Phantom stood behind him in the kitchen, a hand delicately caressing his upper arm. It flexed under his touch, the muscle almost bulging through the fabric, momentarily distracting phantom from his denial.
“What? No???”
“The answer is no phantom, go find Swiss I’m sure he would be more than happy” aether said, checking on whatever he had in the oven.
“I don’t want Swiss. I want you”
“I have to get this done. Copia needs cookies for his ceremony and for some reason omega can’t do it.”
Phantom looked almost dumbfounded. If he played his cards right he’s sure he could pester aether into bending him over the counter for a rough quickie. Leave him gaping and mess on the floor when he’s done. But, if he played them wrong however ….
“We can be quick, do it right here so you know when the oven goes off, or I can blow you until they’re done”
Aether gave phantom a look that should’ve been his warning to stop while he was ahead. Cold and unwavering and phantom got more and more petulant with his needs.
“If you’ve been so fucking spoiled that you don’t know what no means then this is your lesson bug. Maybe learning some patience will do you good.”
“You’re the one always calling me a stupid you, maybe that quintessence has fried my brain, can’t blame me for not learning anything”
Something snapped. A sharp smell of metallic smoke tinged the air as phantom was brought down to his knees from something beyond his own free will.
“Stay”
He couldn’t speak, the magic making his blood pound in his ears as he watched aether move in front of him. He opened the oven to hastily throw the cookie sheet onto the stove before ridding himself of the oven mitts and walking back over to phantoms frozen form.
“How stupid can you fucking be phantom? If i didn’t feel so bad for you id leave you here for someone else to find, see what they want to do with the discarded sex toy on the floor”
Aether picked him up by the waist to throw him over his shoulder, carrying him off into his room to throw onto his bed
The magic let up slightly, enough for him to be able to move his syrupy limbs to spread his legs for aether. His vision was blurred at the edges, a small bit of confusion adding to the heavy mix.
Aether grabbed a pillow from the side of his bed, setting right between phantom legs. Not touching him, but close enough for him to see.
“Are- are you going to fuck me?” Phantom practically whimpered, watching aether maneuver the pillow against his hips. He wonders when either of them had gotten undressed, mixed in the haze of magic.
“Of course bug”
Phantom looked downright confused. The pillow mixing in and out of his vision as aether thrusted into it, it looked like he was thrusting into him, but without any of the sensation. He couldn’t move his arms to grab at him, could only watch as aether fucked into him.
“Aether please, please touch me I need it-“
“Buggy I am touching you, can’t you feel it?” Aether asked, that sweet lilt to his lie. He continued to fuck the pillow in front of him, a wicked smile as phantom whined.
“No! I can’t!”
“That’s really such a shame, I’m giving you what you asked for aren’t I?”
Aether was close, not looking to draw this out when he still had work to do. He continued to hump the fabric, small moans falling from his lips at how good it felt.
“Please aether I’m sorry just touch me-“ phantom babbled
Before aether could respond he was spilling onto the fabric, ropes of cum shooting up onto phantoms own cock and stomach. He rode himself through it, watching phantoms pathetic face as he worked himself through his high.
“Aether please-“
“Buggy I did touch you, look” aether pointed to his stomach, cum splotched along his abdomen, some even on the head of his cock.
“You already came babydoll”
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mewkwota · 1 month ago
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"Allow me to rephrase: I will exercise my authority to terminate your program."
Okay now finally I garner enough bravery to try out some of Juno's attacks, because even with the few instances where he moves his parts more than a few angles I still have to draw that along with his entire body. It's frightening, how he can move so fast with all that weight, it really is like being attacked by a living wedding bell.
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marclef · 5 months ago
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What’s the relationship like between Peppino and Fake Pep? I wonder what its like to be friends with a literal clone of yourself…
hoo boy, it's a very interesting thing indeed! (and something i'm WAY too enthusiastic about sharing my ideas about hehehe 👀💧) especially when the clone of yourself is completely different from you in morals, tastes, actions, interactions..... just about the only thing that's similar is looks.
that's not to say that Peppino and his Fake don't get along though! it's gotten... better since Fake Peppino first showed up at Peppino's Pizza and then refused to ever leave. at least Fake Peppino has no desire to kill Peppino any more, he's a fellow Peppino and that would just be rude! not to mention how he regrets trying to kill him before... but it's all fine now!!
Fake treats Peppino with a decent amount of respect, part of it just because he considers Peppino a friend now, and part of it being how badly Peppino kicked his ass for things in the past. there's still an awful lot of things Fake Peppino does that makes most normal people uncomfortable... Peppino included. making inhuman noises, hiding in cramped spots just to jump out and spook you, eating things that definitely aren't meant to be eaten... Fake's fairly comfortable in his new home, and while Peppino feels a lot better about him, there's still times that it makes him feel a bit... anxious.
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seeing something that once tried to kill you and still acts very off sometimes, acting as if you're a dear friend and snuggling up to you like a beloved family dog, that IS a little bit... uncomfortable, to say the least. but at least things could be worse... Fake could still be trying to kill Peppino like he was made to do.
there ARE a lot of things that Fake Peppino does though, in attempts to actually benefit Peppino. whether or not these are ACTUALLY good things is very debatable. clearing out any pest that make their way in is pretty nice at least, but then there's the more... questionable things that Fake does to try and help. for example, Fake doesn't tolerate any kind of rudeness towards Peppino or his restaurant. he still considers himself a Peppino in a sense, and sees the pizzeria as both Peppino's AND his own, so insulting either of those is the last thing you want to do.
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do NOT ever behave in an unruly manner, or say rude things about Peppino in his pizzeria. you never know who might be listening...
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... or that it might be the last mistake you ever make. be wary while making your way home after that... there might just be something that's tagged alongside you.
.... it IS a little worrying to Peppino that most rude customers never seem to show up again... but maybe they just stuck to their word and left? surely that's the explanation for it... Fake Peppino does look rather well-fed today though... but ah well... at least that's less angry customers to deal with?
but see, Fake Peppino DOES genuinely care for Peppino's well-being now! and Peppino, though still fairly wary, is at least thankful that he's not a threat to him. so while it's not exactly the most comfortable life, at least Fake doesn't cause Peppino any trouble... not that he knows much about.
but it WOULD help him feel a bit better, if Fake Peppino's instincts would stop acting up from time to time. there's only so many times that Fake's "kill and/or eat Peppino" brain instincts can kick in before it starts getting real uncomfortable. but at least he's not ACTUALLY trying to kill Peppino... it just tends to be that from time to time, Peppino might find himself getting licked or gently nibbled on. a wee bit unsettling when it's meant to be a clone of yourself doing that.... at least he's not really eating you??
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so... uncomfortable at times, but could be worse! Fake Peppino can be fairly handy to have on hand too, a nice helper for cleaning and keeping watch! just.... don't worry about where some of the ruder customers have been going... i'm sure they're just fine.
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pikslasrce · 6 months ago
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brat summer is OVER leather jacket fall is IN
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sea-buns · 1 year ago
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Forgive me if I'm a bit nervous about Gorgug this season. It's just that the last Zac Oyama pc was Colin Provolone, who was arguably one of his greatest D20 performances, if not the greatest.
Zac always does great with every pc he plays, but Colin was something else. He came out swinging with actions and words that were teeming with unspoken emotional baggage. The way Colin's presence affected the other pcs; there was this level of depth that I don't think I've seen in any of his other characters. It was understated and quiet in that signature "just a guy" way that he tends to be, while still captivating everyone instantly with just how raw it was.
Not to say we haven't seen emotional depth in Gorgug. It's just that, compared to the other Bad Kids, Gorgug's journey and progression as a character has been very... impersonal? Like, yes, he found his birth parents, and he found friends who appreciate him, and he faced his insecurities about his intelligence, and he navigated relationship troubles, and his trial through the claustrophobic bug-tunnels was a horrifically-uncanny parallel to how he's spent his entire life trying to make himself as small as possible.
But how much of that has actually changed him from the Gorgug we started with? I would agree that he's definitely happier with his life, given all the loving and supportive people that have been added to it when it used to be just him and his parents. And he's certainly grown into himself and become more self-assured in his abilities, even if he's still, and always will be, our anxious little guy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I've always liked how Gorgug was a representation of all the little things. The subtle acts and kindnesses that don't seem like much to most, but to some are everything.
We don't need another Bad Kid living in fear that their mouth could be shit-in at any moment. We've already got one-too-many.
All that being said, I just feel like Gorgug's personal story beats are much easier to sweep under the rug than everyone else's. He has the same soft and understated quality that Colin held, but they lack that extra oomph that pushed Colin over the edge from being just another guy in a series of dudes, to a character that the vast majority of us could not get out of our heads. He took someone who was anxious and softspoken, who ultimately never wanted to be violent— someone who is remarkably similar to Gorgug in many ways— and maintained that demeanor and core in Colin's character while still hitting us in the feels with character development at max velocity at every turn.
I think Zac gets better and better at this with every season that goes by. With each new character, there is always something that leaves me stunned in awe. And it's been, what, three? Four years since we last saw Gorgug?
I'm just,,, I'm cautiously optimistic but also going into a bit of a worry about what violence this man may inflict upon us
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reksink · 20 days ago
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Comms for Those in the Realm of Discord 💚
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queenlucythevaliant · 1 year ago
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'Yes, that old oak with which I saw eye to eye was here in this forest,' thought Prince Andrei. 'But whereabouts?' he wondered again, looking at the left side of the road and, without realizing, without recognizing it, admiring the very oak he sought. The old oak, quite transfigured, spread out a canopy of dark, sappy green, and seemed to swoon and sway in the rays of the evening sun. There was nothing to be seen now of knotted fingers and scars, of old doubts and sorrows. Through the rough, century-old bark, even where there were no twigs, leaves had sprouted, so juicy, so young that it was hard to believe that aged veteran had borne them.
'Yes, it is the same oak,' thought Prince Andrei, and all at once he was seized by an irrational, spring-like feeling of joy and renewal. All the best moments of his life of a sudden rose to his memory. Austerlitz, with that lofty sky, the reproachful look on his dead wife's face, Pierre at the ferry, that girl thrilled by the beauty of the night, and that night itself and the moon and ... everything suddenly crowded back into his mind.
'No, life is not over at thirty-one,' Prince Andrei decided all at once, finally and irrevocably. 'It is not enough for me to know what I have in me- everyone else must know it too: Pierre, and that young girl who wanted to fly away into the sky; all of them must learn to know me, in order that my life may not be lived for myself alone.
From War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy
#there are so many gorgeous passages in W&P that i could pick#why not this one in which Andrei reflects on several of them?#I've already talked about the Natasha and the moon passage on this blog. truly one of the most beautiful scenes I've ever read in any book#but part of what's so interesting about that scene is that we actually get it from Andrei's perspective. he's listening below the window#and overhearing Natasha that night is really what makes him love her#it's what made /me/ love her#and he carries that experience with him alongside his own experience looking up at the sky on the battlefield at Austerlitz#Napoleon himself sees Andrei and commends his courage but Andrei barely notices because the sky is so so beautiful#the lofty heavens which he never really considered before#but Natasha did#and so it's those moments his friendship with Pierre this old oak that renew his lust for life#life is not over at thirty. once i heard a girl exclaim at the loveliness of the moon and wish to fly away.#once i lay on a battlefield and all i could see was the beauty of the sky#and my friend Pierre believes in the future and he's searching it out#and look. this tree is still here#first time i read W&P i was honestly so relieved that so many people got happy endings the tragedy of Andrei's death didn't fully register#i mean the chapters concerning his death are beautiful and sad. the kinship between Natasha and Maria at his bedside#the peace he finds as he dies#but it really is a story in which he had decided to live fully only to die young. and that's become increasingly tragic to me as I've grown#happy birthday tolstoy#russia where are you flying to?#pontifications and creations
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rose-tinted-vision · 7 months ago
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ok so I was reading a fic when it hit me: yk the cliff scene (ep 37) where the Beique trio reunited and Yuji suddenly mentioned that Yue Yao also had selfish desires?
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It seems like he was referring back to the cave scene (ep 27), when he tried to stop Qixuan and Yue Yao from escaping because it would only implicate (okay putting on my shipping lens here) Qixuan who helped her to escape?
He asked her to go back, which would spare them but she hesitated, because she wanted to go and see Baili Dongjun. And that's when their true colours come to light. Qixuan, who would never betray Yue Yao, and Yue Yao who no longer wanted to restore Beique. and Yuji whose motivations are still unclear (hear me out)
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And since Mo Qixuan had decided to help Yue Yao escape and refused to turn back, Yuji could only take the fall for Qixuan. Which resulted in the both of them betraying Tianwaitian and being wanderers, and brings back the point of whether he blamed Yue Yao for it, which is why he brought up the point that she also had selfish desires?
(Because if she hadn't, and had just 乖乖的 remained in the cage, they wouldn't have been forced out of their home).
Okay second point: Yuji's personal motivations/selfish desires (put on your shipping goggles with me here). His selfish desire is Qixuan's safety.
Hear me out: when Qixuan demanded to know where Yuji's loyalties lay between the Yue clan and Lord Wuxiang, he didn't answer, so as the audience we were led to believe that he's one of Lord Wuxiang's men. Which is also supported by episode 8 when he told Wuxiang when Yue Yao had gone off to Tianqi.
But then he turns to go and lie to Wuxiang's face about being the one who released Yue Yao, and then when Yue Yao asks them why they would follow Ye Dingzhi, Qixuan answers for them that they previously did not really believe that Wuxiang could lead them to restore Beique (so either it's Qixuan's own Unreliable Narrator moment or Yuji really was never actually loyal to Wuxiang).
So in that case, whose side was Yuji on all along, really? Since he also kept silent when Yue Yao asks them whether she really was still their Young Lady, and only kneels to greet her after Qixuan did.
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(also note how she's addressing Yuji specifically, since i guess she also knows that Qixuan has given her his undying loyalty. Or at least, that's how it looks like to me).
This might be drama canon, but i find the cliff scene might be alluding to Chapter 322 of the novel (I made a post about it a while back), where Yuji confesses to Yue Yao on Qixuan's behalf. Now, they didn't actually re-enact it in the drama but it was there, I believe.
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doumachi · 1 year ago
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soobi kissing u on the cheek and giving u a dimply smile while telling u he loves you
im weeeaaaakkkk
soob leans in, his lips gently brushing against ur cheek in the most tender way. then, he looks at u with those mesmerizing eyes, and his dimples appear as his lips curl into the sweetest smile and he softly whispers, "I love you," making ur heart skip a beat. it's like time stands still, and all that matters is the love u share.
oh and cuddling with soob jandjffnfjd. just imagine snuggling up against him, feeling his warmth and the beat of his heart. melting into his arms as he wraps them around you, his presence would be so calming and soothing. he would make you feel safe and cherished, with every cuddle filled with love and affection. it would be the perfect way to unwind.
and don’t get me started on him cuddling into you isndbfrnoaksmd. soob curling up in your arms seeking comfort and warmth. holding him gently, cradling him close to your chest, feeling the rise and fall of his breath. what a beautiful display of trust and vulnerability as he finds solace in your embrace. stroking his hair softly, whispering sweet words of reassurance, making him feel safe and loved.
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nartml · 1 year ago
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Sasuke x reader is probably the most foul thing I've ever come across on the sasuke tag and that's saying something
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snazzy-suit · 10 months ago
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LLoG Progress Update! (Complete!)
I'm pleased to announce that "Hey! Creatures! Leave Them Kids Alone!" is finished! It took almost five years (90% of which I didn't even look at this story), but here we are. I was starting to think this day would never come ^^'
Let's see the final results, shall we?
Chapter 5.4 - Complete. Word count: 8,257
Chapter 5.5 - Complete. Word count: 8,357
Chapter 5.6 - Complete. Word count: 6,048
Chapter 5.7 - Complete. Word count: 8,113
Chapter 5.8 - Complete. Word count: 8,529
Chapter 5.9 - Complete. Word count: 6,874
Chapter 5.10 - Complete. Word count: 6,775
Final Word Count: 52,953
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Me: I'm going to try and trim this down a little.
Me, an absolute clown: *proceeds to add over 2,000 more words*
Jfc will I ever change? -_-
Anyway, I'm going to give things one last look over and then I'll post chapter 5.4 sometime in the next few days. A week from then, I'll post chapter 5.5 and so on. Then, once the complete story is posted, I'll post a separate work that contains an alternate, deleted, missing, and unused scene that didn't make the final cut. The tentative title for this is "How Can You Have Any Extras If You Don't Eat Yer Meat?!" (a bit of a mouthful, I know lol).
Extras Total Word Count: 2,262
Until then!
Tl;dr - The chapters are done and the first will be posted soon
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rhineposting · 1 year ago
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remember kids drink water take a shower and don't do tax fraud
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